One of those fucking awful black days when nothing is pleasing and everything that happens is an excuse for anger. An outlet for emotions stockpiled, an arsenal, an armour. These are the days when I hate the world, hate the rich, hate the happy, hate the complacent, the TV watchers, beer drinkers, the satisfied ones. Because I know I can be all of those little hateful things and then I hate myself for realising that. There's no preventative, directive or safe approach for living. We each know our own fate. We know from our youth how to be treated, how we'll be received, how we shall end. These things don't change. You can change your clothes, change your hairstyle, your friends, cities, continents but sooner or later your own self will always catch up. Always it waits in the wings. Ideas swirl but don't stick. They appear but then run off like rain on the windshield. One of those rainy day car rides my head implodes, the atmosphere in this car a mirror of my skull. Wet, damp, windows dripping and misted with cold. Walls of grey. Nothing good on the radio. Not a thought in my head.

Lets take life and slow it down incredibly slow, frame by frame with two minutes that take ten years to live out. Yeah, lets do that.

Be safe !

Anarhie totala !

Depends of my mood

Current Favorite Artists / Bands:
Bitza, Dido, Eminem, Snoop Dogg, The Game, Eve, Citizen Cope, Avril Lavigne, Vama, Kelly Clarkson, Pink, Soko, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Switchfoot, Lamb, Reamonn, Milosh, The Chemical Brothers, James Blunt, Imogen Heap, Tatu, Zale, Jason Mraz, Hoobastank, Damien Rice, Linkin Park, Faithless...

Favorite Song:
Switchfoot - On fire
Citizen Cope - Sideways
Hoobastank - The reason
Pink - I'm not dead
Faithless - I hope
A fine frenzy - Almost lover
The Cribs - Be safe
Faithless - I hope

Favorite Album:
Funhouse - Pink
Eminem - 8 Mile
Eminem - Encore

Favorite Music Video:
Damien Rice - 9 crimes

8 Mile
Requiem for a dream
If only
Powder blue
Seven Pounds
The jacket
Crash
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
London
My blueberry nights
Memento
The pursuit of happiness
Fracture

Prison break, Miami ink, Punk'd, Pimp my ride

"Libertatea" - Osho

Cause sometimes you just feel tired.
You feel weak and when you feel weak you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.